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Mui mui returns home

Just thought that Mui mui is easy to handle, but life is really like riding on a roller coaster.

1/3/01 follow with MCH and said mui mui was a bit yellow and need to get to hospital for further check. I went there found that her NNJ level was still ok and back home. By night time, Mui Mui refused to eat and found very sleepy. We then went to hospital again at mid night.

That night the AED was very full, we really don't know how long we needed to wait. They only allowed me to get into the consultation with Mui Mui that really made me stressful. A tearful mum with a blank brain.

Thank God, within an hour, Mui mui was admitted to special baby care unit. The doctor and nurses there were helpful, they patiently explained to me why Mui mui was not feeding well and result in sleepyness. They tried to feed her though Mui mui refused and vomit. May be we were too stressful, they asked us to get home and rest and they can help to settle Mui mui. Without choice, we left. It was really heartbroken to leave your child in the hospital alone without a diagnosis. Of course, that night with no sleep.

Next morning I went to the hospital with puffy eyes and dark circles. I think I really look like depression and the nurses were kind to me and try to explain to me how to feed Mui mui so she can gain weight quicker. Doctor's investigation found no abnormalities though weight loss that really sooth me.

3/3/11, Mui mui discharge home though feeding still not too well with me, I got her to feed for 1.5 hrs and lots of struggle. Today, we went back to MCH to check her body weight, mui mui has gained some weight and the yellowness has gone down a bit. So I need to work hard on feeding her.

Thanks for all the calls, and prayer. Really, when I am so depressed and tearful ( because of mui mui 's problem, my wound pain and of course the hormones), the only support that I can feel assured was from God, as HE Knows the way and He is the Cure.

Little little C mui

21/02/2011, what a big day! I met my parents, sister and friends.
The world is really lovely. Thanks for all your prayers and blessing that mum finally got me safely born. The operation (C/S) was uneventful though take a bit longer than dad thought. Mum's wound was really painful though she managed to get up and feed me.
Now I am home in granda ma's home as to allow more rest to mum.


I am a good girl, I eat and sleep and try to be good ( not cry too much at night) so mum is less stressful.

Do we look similar? ( I m chloe)

My Sister Chloe loves me too, she always sings to me and want to hug me. I recongizes her voice and loves to be with her.

倒數

日子過得真快，還有一個星期兔妹妹就出來了。可我仍有點手忙腳亂，安排Chloe 姐姐在我住院時的照顧，安排公司在我放產假時的運作，打點兔妹妹的傢俱和衣物，簡直忙到我的極限，連走佬袋都未finalised。想休息，睡覺，胃酸倒流又令我難以入睡，坐下來休息Chloe 姐姐又不斷叫着媽媽。最要命的是人又重，肚子又大，動作比前慢了很多，行斜路及樓梯等同龜速兼加上喘氣，十分無助。相信這是每個媽媽都捱過的，唯有好好享受。
現期待住院時可有休息。早兩日覆診，醫生說兔妹妹是S 碼B，大約5磅，還有一星期，兔妹妹努力增磅呀！還有要耐心等到21號，因那時才滿38週！

新年新mission

冇update blog 大半年，忙是藉口。要的起心肝寫是難。
2010年6月開始新任務，懷着小B 返工、照顧 Chloe 和家務實在辛苦。當中身體的不適，靠着神的恩典總算捱過了！昨天覆診亦訂下了兔女出生的大日子 2011年2月21日。
現在只餘4星期，真係有D急，因我未開始執嘢。
醫生在講解手術時，不停重複那些併發症，及叫我考慮清楚，本來平常心的我亦緊張起來，因為自覆診以來都未見過高級醫生。
anyway 我知誰掌管明天，擔心亦沒有用，唯有切切禱告。